I'm learning what it means to embrace life. I've slowly escaped my burrows and tackled daily adventures which have left me tickled with morning dew and full of faith.
See, I've managed to create a life for myself that let me escape my reality. I'm truly guilty of it. But no more.
So, after I let go of the constant wanting to create an imaginary name for myself, I decided to live the name I already have: Wife and Mama.
And I have to say, it's quite freeing. See, where I went wrong isn't in the fact that I blog, it's in the fact that I started living to blog. Terrible, I KNOW. Many have found ways around it. Other's have managed to tame it. But I, on the other hand, got sucked so deep in it, that I forgot who I was and started pretending to be someone else...
I've been honest about all that I write. I HAVE. But... I haven't been honest to the two people I care so much about: My Husband and Daughter.
I wanted to do things so that I would have content that would help me grow. I wanted to be someone in this blog world, all the while not being THE someone in the real world.
But, I'm letting go and choosing to have fun, like so many of you already are. This is my little place in the blog world and I'm taking it back. I'm following no rules (quite frankly, they upset me more than anything), and just having fun!
Thank goodness this little face took me back without a hesitation. And good grief, I escaped just in time because this mama has spent too much time in front of the computer and not out sun tanning (dear goodness I'm white!)